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drifting away . . .
Contributed by
Hannah_Heaven
on
Saturday, 23rd April 2005 @ 10:36:41 AM in AEST
Topic:
DarkPoetry
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the other day i did it again
breathed out a sigh
a pleasure passed through my body
it was almost addictive
i was addicted to this sin
every inch in my body raptured with pleasure
i cried out inside
my hand grasped tightly
it was too much
finally the heat resolved and my body recovered from its minutes of orgasims
i loved every second of it
i knew almost everything
and only 14,it was like a lesson i knew all the answers to
and extra credit
he looked at me and kissed me
i didnt care
i just wanted the rush
i dont love him
i want his body
so i can have me release
all for a price
he was not only my boyfriend
but my best friends brother
i didnt tell her much
he told her every detail
down to the last gasp of pleasure
she knew more than he told me
she didnt look at me the same
she said she wouldnt look at me differently
but she did
every time she looked at me i knew what she was thinking
s l a g , s l u t , w h o r e , b i t c h , u s e r , a b u s e d
she said i was messed up
something was wrong
of course there's something ***** wrong
im having sex at fourteen
im messed up even i know that
ive always been a s l a g and s l u t
my daddy use to tell me
every time that alcohol passed his lips
i was always called a b i t c h
he said i was just like HER ( my mum of course )
i was a s l a g and i was also a s l u t
but i cant blame my actions on him
im the one sucking the poison
im the one enjoying the pain
i dont want love
i want one thing only
dont kiss me slowly get right down to the core
i dont do nice
im way past that cue
im dirty and sluttish
im a master of being bad
my friends all know it
even when they hide their glare
i can see it deep inside
flaring up when i talk
then one day
i ask her to stay
my best friend
she is every thing to me
she kept me sane
through all the rugh patches in my life
( i know you'll never read this,but thank you,im sorry )
she said she cant stay
her mum said drift away
these exact words
' shes going through alot right now,yes shes a lovely girl,but please dear,drift away,you could get a name for yourself,just because of her '
i cried and cried
in the silence on my own
in the dead of night
my heart drifted more darkened
and the poison ran deeper
i might aswell carry on
ive lost everything
even having IT doesnt seem the same
its just sex
no love
i hate what i have driven myself to do
i hate why i like it
i hate that i do it
...then why cant i stop?
i want to drift away
im leaving my old life
and im going to run away
never to come back
im drifting away....
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2005-04-23 10:36:41]
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Re: drifting away . . .
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by pixie on
Saturday, 23rd April 2005 @ 11:58:56 AM AEST
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a powerful dark and hard hitting poem,
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Re: drifting away . . .
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by suicidal_imbecile on
Wednesday, 11th May 2005 @ 11:31:43 AM AEST
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powerful how your friend was told to drift away, but you ended up instead. Man i just want to give you a hug right now.
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