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love condemns
Contributed by
philly
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Friday, 27th December 2002 @ 02:00:00 PM in AEST
Topic:
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Im trying not to love her
For loving her is a betrayal to myself
But trying not to love her is a betrayal to my heart
She never returned the love which I gave to her so freely
But now as I look into her beautiful face I feel so unsure
Will she hurt me again will more sadness be felt?
Why cant she see shes tearing me apart
Why doesnt she appreciate my love why doesnt she appreciate me?
I look into her eyes and Im so afraid
And when she speaks I know things havent changed
She still doesnt love me
She still doesnt understand how much I feel
I give up and my heart recedes into the shade
Now love seems so foolish so deranged
She has my heart. Without it who am I supposed to be?
Will these scars ever heal?
As she walks away she says goodbye
And then she leaves me so very carelessly
I cant hold myself together
I stand there watching her go
The tears form behind my eyes
She is what I will never have and yet she is what I will always need
I wish I could have held her
But her affection I will never know
She is gone and she continues without a thought of me
Would she care more if she knew how much Ive wept
Would she care more if she knew of my despair
Does she know how pointless life is without her tenderness
Im so alone the whole world must agree
I lay awake... It has been so long since I've slept
All this anguish I cannot bear
All I ever wanted was her love... her kiss
She has hurt me such a great deal
Maybe if I could just see her cry
If I could just see her feel something
Maybe then my anguish would fade
But shes so happy and joy is all she seems to feel
Meanwhile I suffer and I feel like I should die
Yet she carries on without a remorseful feeling
I can no longer keep my anguish at bay
Now I cry all the time
And she doesnt notice or she doesnt seem to care
She has shown me no sympathy no compassion
And I still cant seem to let go
Thoughts of her still pass through my mind
But what good is love if it cant be shared?
O why did all this happen?
I could try to hide my agony, but it would still show
O please show me some kind of understanding
I dont know if I can take this anymore
Show me my love isnt a hopeless delusion
Show me a reason to carry on
I cant stand this its all to saddening
Ill try to walk away and on love I'll shut the door
And amidst all this misery and confusion
I hope Ill find a reason to wake up even though all my love is gone
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2002-12-27 14:00:00]
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Re: love condemns
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by Sexygirl on
Friday, 27th December 2002 @ 02:27:30 PM AEST
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| There is so much hurt here.....You sound so sad....but remember there is always someone out there just for you......so don't give up......well written..... |
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Re: love condemns
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by thorns on
Thursday, 9th January 2003 @ 01:28:09 AM AEST
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| the all too prevalent theme of unrequited love. poems like this make me sad. |
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