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I'm Not What They Say.....I Promise......
Contributed by
MyChemicalRomanceHeLeNa
on
Wednesday, 18th May 2005 @ 02:49:10 PM in AEST
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They don't know I'm Hurting
and if they did they'd let it slip
into the fragile holds of lies and deathly ill souls
What they don't know can't hurt them
what blurred excursions wander through this immensity of light
and if spread my aching wings to hold my life
once more to grasp what light has gone
I'd fall and tremble but no ones there
knocking, but no ones home
singing to whats long gone
they hate me if I'm living
laugh if I were to sing
but as I sit in silence
they just never could leave me
I lost myself in sleep and weep
for what I've done to slightly better things
they can do no wrong
as I can crawl
but fall with me
don't have the gaul
to lose it all
I know what it's like
don't cry with me
your not like me.....
I've lost my fear of falling
your always scared of death
but does anything matter when fallings okay
because collison with you is what hurts
I've called your name in search of my shot gun
no answer came so I run
I've run myself ragged trying to be
what everyone wants me to be
I can't even see reflections anymore
of what I used to be
Am I real
Am I fake
I'm a fake
I'm not worth it
i'm useless
I'm stupid
I'm rancid
I'm ugly
they run from me
they'll die with me
You scream with me
until you lie with me
I'm unreal
I'm so stupid
So dead
So deluded
Searching for what
never was
so I'm useless?
i'm gone?
I'm not worth it
Anymore?
Let me go
Let me fall
Answer this phone
when I call
I want what you've taken
or am I mistaken
This life that your faking
this heart that your breaking
I'll remember you
I'm Stupid
I'm fake
keep me away
from myself
that I'll harm
A slit to this arm
I want back my gun
I want back this blade
Keep me away
Keep Me awake
I'm not ready to leave
Not ready to fade
but if nobody cares
then why should I stay.....
(never quite understood why I'm here....anyway...)
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Re: I'm Not What They Say.....I Promise......
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by bethers_is_my_baby on
Wednesday, 18th May 2005 @ 08:02:23 PM AEST
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| nice peice! very emotional! |
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