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my eyes were on god
Contributed by
eternityandaday4u
on
Thursday, 26th May 2005 @ 12:01:46 PM in AEST
Topic:
SadPoetry
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my brother is born.....
oh what a beautiful baby what a miracle.... what a sweet child... what a blessing... running around the house trying to keep up with him.... sleeping close so i could hear if he cried in the night... wow he can crawl... how awesome....he''s so smart... he''s learning to walk... walking from couch to couch... such a small child... dirty diapers and passafiers... bottles and blankets... teddy bears and base ball gloves...
my baby brother died..
sadness....... soon sadness turns into anger...screaming at everyone... no one come near me... please everyone leave me alone...don''t hug me.....don''t want your pitti.... beautiful baby.. screaming at my self... screaming at god... WHY GOD?? WHY GIVE ME THIS GIFT IF YOU ONLY PLAN TO TAKE IT AWAY?? WHY?? WHY NOT ME GOD?? PLEASE TAKE ME INSTEAD?? I''LL TRADE MY LIFE FOR HIS... PLEASE..PLEASE... WHY DID YOU TAKE HIM I NEEDED HIM?? ANSWER ME PLEASE ANSWERE ME?? WHERE WERE YOU?? WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I PLEADED... ME INSTEAD... BRING HIM BACK... I NEED HIM... PLEASE...PLEASE......WHY AREN''T YOU LISTENING? DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG?? I DON''T UNDERSTAND.... ITS MY FAULT ISNT IT?? ISN''T IT?? PLEASE ANSWER ME?? STOP MY CRYING PUT ME OUT OF MISERY GOD... I DON''T WANT TO CARRY THIS BURDEN MY WHOLE LIFE I NEED HIM... PLEASE BRING HIM BACK....TAKE ME TOO... THEN TAKE ME TOO.... PLEASE.. I DON''T WANT TO BE HERE WITH OUT HIM... DON''T WANT TO BE HERE... crying uncontrolably... angry at the world... angry at everyone angry at god... WHY WON''T YOU TAKE ME?? PLEASE DON''T YOU UNDERSTAND I CAN''T LIVE WITH OUT HIM... I CAN''T GO ON!!! GOD PLEASE LISTEN..... ARE YOU THERE GOD?? ARE YOU HEARING ME?? WHY WON''T YOU ANSWER MY PLEA?? WHY WON''T YOU LISTEN TO ME?? laying there.... blank look on my face... numb.... crying... feeling like no one in the world understands no one cares.... days pass... feeling the same... angry.... months and then years.... two paths... path 1 deression, suicide, anger, sadness await... path 2 life... with its many ups and downs happiness, love, care, compassion.... contemplating.... either will seal my fate... either will make or break me.... time to chose... time to chose my destiny... path two is chosen.... walking along... living with out my blessing... my little miracle... but loving once again..
another brother is born....
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Re: my eyes were on god
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by mylady on
Thursday, 26th May 2005 @ 12:46:50 PM AEST
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I know how it feel i have lost 2 beautiful baby
one that live 2day one that die in my womb it
take time for the anger to go away memory ofyour bother should being with a smile he there with you when you thing of him smile
cause you remember him it like he smile back to you. God take them to be with the unborn children that what i say.God bought me two more baby now they are growing up. Am sorry for your lost . I now.
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