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OnE dAy...OnE dAy
Contributed by
undeniable2003
on
Tuesday, 31st May 2005 @ 11:28:18 AM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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Im done, Im through
I can no longer love you
Your tainted words have left their scars
Your pushing and shoving has broken my heart
For the last time
See, this for me is hard to do
because I still love you and only you
but I wish I hated you
As much as you hate me
Well, you say that you love me
Bu its hard to see
Through the shoving, the punching
The screaming and the cursing
I see no love
I never imagined the one I loved would be you
I didnt know that the one I love so much
Had the ability to hurt me so much
That at times I wish I was dead
Or I at least feel like it
I wish I had no children now
So I didnt constantly have to explain why Mommy always cries
Or have to explain the cut above my eye
And why daddy is always yelling
And think about all of the lies I am telling
To those that I love more than myself
I wish God would give me some help
I love this man, its hard to believe
I think thats why I dont want to leave
I can ignore his cruel words and hateful remarks
But I cannot ignore the bruises and scars
And neither can my kids
They always seem to notice before I do
Then I cry because I am a lovng wife
A devoted mother
A battered wife
A Suffering mother
I cry some more because I lie to my kids
Because of this horrible life I live
I wish I could leave
I do not want to stay
I wish I could not love
And that my children werent sent to me from heaven above
I hate my life
I hate myself
I hate me for loving him
I hate me for staying
For having his kids
For living this life that I chose to live
One day I think Ill be able to do it
I might be able to build up the courage
To remove myself and my kids from this misery
Until that day comes I am his victim I am his scum
My kids are hostage to this horrible game
Until that day, this all reamains the same
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2005-05-31 11:28:18]
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Re: OnE dAy...OnE dAy
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by Kamal on
Wednesday, 7th December 2005 @ 02:46:28 PM AEST
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Yo I feel your struggle damn its like; giving me an example before I become another sample of Misery but invovled in love crimes that should be detained and the key never gets remade the same meaning keeping those love crimnals locked up forever....
Peace & Love
I will send you a private message but its a poem to support for fustration maybe give you a consideration.... |
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