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Company Through Despair, Laughing, Talking, Wonder
Contributed by
Exodus
on
Thursday, 23rd June 2005 @ 05:34:43 PM in AEST
Topic:
drugabuse
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I dragged myself through this
Found no sense to any of the things I held so dear
I disappeared through the darkness
Took you in and held you near
You kept me company through the bad times
You made me comfortable with the deepest sin
I held my head so much lower
But I still held you close and closer within
I took myself back through you
It's not that I could never get enough
I swallowed all my fear and insecurities
Ignored my senses as a blind man does
I became pure evil
A shroud was my place to call home
I left the place of shelter
Sought you and anywhere you decided to roam
I got my head screwed
Hid myself only under your forsaken gaze
I lost myself in your pleasures
And walked aimlessly through your tempestual maze
I stained myself with your wonder
Breathe without you I would never seem to do
I caused so much pain and anger
But in the end I couldn't run away from you
I cried myself through anguish
But returned to you for my life
You gave me all the happiness
And you caused me grief and strife
I can say these things with a smile
But in the end I will have a frown
You will curse me away from my values
As I proceed through the tunnel, a descent straight down
I spend my time waiting
Just to taste your bliss
I wait forever for a sample
Trade all my hardship for a numbing kiss
Incomplete because I saw through you
No one could ever understand
I am tempted by your wonder
And all the hard times began......
Tempted and wasted
Depressed and so let down
Despaired with no hope
Laying upon the littered white ground
A dream
Hopeless as I may seem
You come to me in reality
But reality is only a sickness, a lonesome dream
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Exodus
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2005-06-23 17:34:43]
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Re: Company Through Despair, Laughing, Talking, Wonder
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by soulsearching43 on
Wednesday, 7th February 2007 @ 09:10:50 AM AEST
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