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Waking up to the only way out
Contributed by
nothingness
on
Wednesday, 6th December 2006 @ 09:37:07 AM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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Here I stand with tears in my eyes
The pain Im in you dont realize
All the secrets I hold
All the lies I been told
Always being sad and so afraid
Always being tricked and betrayed
The terrible nightmares of the past
The guilt thats always there to last
The scars on my wrist always there
The blood always dripping my despair
To scared to sleep and see my dreams
Always hearing those accusing screams
The constant yearning of wanting to die
Te regular memories always making me cry
The choice I been forced to decide
The only way out, my suicide
I know nothing will make it seem right
I tired so hard but I cant win this fight
Pain is all I ever know and ever feel
Dreams are dreams but this nightmare is real
I just cant take it anymore
This is pain to strong to ignore
I know many tried to help me though
It means a lot I wanted to thank you
But the truth is its my pain alone
You cant take it and make it your own
But the only way out is for me to die
So to everyone that cared I say goodbye
I will be in a better place
I dont want to see tears on your face
I will finally join all those that left before me
I will finally get to live and be free
No more screams, no more fears
No more scars, no more tears
This is whats right please trust me
I just really need to be free from my misery
Wish me luck as I leave everything behind
And hope that happiness will be there for me to find
Copyright ©
nothingness
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2006-12-06 09:37:07]
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Re: Waking up to the only way out
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by regret on
Wednesday, 6th December 2006 @ 01:48:42 PM AEST
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| Savanna...I knew the signs were there i am so sorry i didnt see...i hope you get to post more poems here...I love yo |
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Re: Waking up to the only way out
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by purplestary on
Thursday, 7th December 2006 @ 12:02:26 AM AEST
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| i understand this, but take it from someone who has been there....no happyness will be found there....the only thing that would accomplish is causing the ones who do and did care to feel pain and despair....and think about all those ppl who will feel guilty when they realize they couldn't understand, and they couldn't help you...there are people out there who want to help and want to understand, but they might not be able to...the best thing to do is to just keep goin and keep trying.....once you hit that rock bottom when your ready to give up, that is a sign that you are almost over the hump....the only reason i know this is because i am almost out....i just kept going, and most importantly i just kept writting....everyday i write it out...no matter what it is i want to say or what i'm feelin...i just write it...you can never give up...because if enough of us hurt, and express it and start telling the world then maybe eventually, one of these days someone will see how real the pain is. thats one thing that keeps me going...because most don't understand because they don't think the pain is real...society is too wrapped around physical pain....if they can't see it they don't believe it....so i have set out to make as many ppl believe as possible... |
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