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what i am
Contributed by
Cancer
on
Thursday, 7th August 2003 @ 07:54:52 AM in AEST
Topic:
Badlanguage
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wash away my filthy sins
tear away this filthy skin
peel it back and look inside
at the truth you expect me to hide
can't let you in
can't let you see
every little glitch
inside of me
never be like you
i tried to
but, i'm not what you hoped of me
i'm not what i'm s'posed to be
something inside of me is broken
bound to kill myself, but i'm hopin'
THAT I LIVE LONG ENOUGH TO SEE YOU DEAD
BLOW YOUR BRAIN OUT OF YOUR FUCKING HEAD
HATE IS ALL YOU GAVE TO ME
THIS IS ALL I KNOW HOW TO BE
a disappointment you can't escape
a fuck up you can't leave behind
i hope you fucking hate me
cuz this is what YOU made me
expected a doctor, some hard working man
but all you see is a monster
WASN'T THIS THE PLAN?
taught to be Nothing Special
AND HERE I FUCKING AM
i hope you kill yourself over me
and all that i turned out to be
and when i see you cold and dead, i'm gonna laugh
and laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh
i will still be here
when your in the fucking dirt
and i will still fucking hate you
and it will always hurt
but, i'll take it out on others
their pain will make me smile
i guess i became you after all
it just took a little while
NOW I'M FINALLY DEAD INSIDE
NOW THERE'S NOTHING IN THERE TO HIDE
FREE TO EVOLVE INTO THE FREAK
THAT YOU RAISED YOUR LITTLE BOY TO BE
(i really hope i make you proud)
Copyright ©
Cancer
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2003-08-07 07:54:52]
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Re: Re: what i am
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Monday, 11th August 2003 @ 10:27:07 AM AEST
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| first off i agree with you, many things we cannot change about ourselves, this is the story of my life, i know this exact mindset, a great write your poetry is always so true, and emotional. ~Apryl |
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Re: Re: what i am
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Thursday, 14th August 2003 @ 01:24:36 AM AEST
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| wow....how did you get into my head like that? that was so close to everything my father and stepfather did to me, they raised a monstrous little girl who dreams of death.... |
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Re: Re: what i am
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Wednesday, 4th February 2004 @ 10:35:13 PM AEST
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| Haha! I laugh at the comment above. Anyway, this was excellent work. I really hope you're in a band cause you can write some amazing *****. |
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